hampa

"lamak dah sik bukak page SN eh,,"

then i read his fotopages,,the link's on your right,,klik saiful nang n read the post on 28 april,,

pls click n read,,now!!


i was over-excited after reading it and called anip,,he asked me to go since i'm back in sibu at that time,, ( i even emailed the kfk(kelab fotografi kenyalang) to ask more bout the workshop? see? betapa semangatnya aku,,)

saiful nang ok? i've been telling everyone including SN himself that i wanna him to take photos for my wedding,,

me : mahal ya eh,,rm400,,mok ndak bapak nyuroh kah?
anip : saiful nang ya bah,,skali bapak mok juak pegi bah,,

after dropping comments to saiful nang and KFK regarding the post,,i called bapak,,

me : pak!! pa polah ktk?
bapak : ngan mak tok,,nak pegi kilang,,

(sik lalek pun bpk nyawab apa, walaupun nya madah meeting skali pun,, aku tetap juak nak madah)

me : tauk sik ktk saiful nang? photographer ya?
bapak : hu'uh,,saiful nang,,kenak?
me : nya nak dtg kch 10 ngan 11 may tok!!!!!! (yes, i was kinda shouted) nya ada workshop ngan sidak kfk,,
bapak : hehe,,kenak ktk nak pegi ka?
me : aok,,p mahal,,rm400,,
bapak : mahal juak SN ngecharge owh,,
me : yalah,,2 ari bah,,
bapak : iboh jak ktk pegi,,ktk sik tauk papa gik,,mun anip boleh lah,,
me : (terdiam,,,,lamakkkkkkk,,,,then jwb) ok,,
bapak : kakar ngan mak lok,,
mak : blablabablabla,,, (seriously, aku sik ingat mak aku kakar apa)


and here i am,,

bersedih,,


and malu coz i've emailed kfk n tell SN that i gonna come,,


uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!


the bright side is (cara untuk menenangkan perasaan) :

if i go, then i'm gonna be the only person who knows nothing but eksen2 jak embak camera,, oh! i forgot to tell u peeps, there's even ppl nanyak kfk "mun pegi workshop ya perlu ngembak kamera ka?" then kfk replied, "mun ada camera lagik bagus!"



see?? urg sekda camera pun mok pegi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



:'(