today, i ate a lot..

1. nasik with fish n telo masin n sayo
2. 2 curry puffs n blueberry jelly
3. 3 igek cuco pisang
4. laksa penang
5. nasi lemak
6. aek tebu
7. nasik goreng ikan masin
8. carrot juice

wooaaa..byk juak owh..i think i gonna have my period n that's why i ate a lot..hormone changes..haha..like i know bout that stuff..

i've been back in penang for almost 3 weeks i think..i don give a damn..my daun sirih is dying..i always forget to siram it..i never plant anything b4...now, am living at my bersamamu-like house...hahaha..it's kinda eerie sumtimes..i have a disabled neighbour..il s'appelle ali..il a 7 ans..il a petit..hahah..little french that i know..

i wish

* for a slr camera..hahah..loba

* i could sky-dive or bungee jumping or snorkelling

* for getting good result this sem n the next sem

* my new rumah sewa is selamat.. ;p

* my classes are easy n bearable..

* to read more books this year

* to have my practical in a good hotel..without bully or strict supervisors..

* to have more $$$

* to lose weight..i want to be 35 kg..hahah..kidding

* not to lose any friend or family..

* not to lie my parents anymore..(the hardest)




hmmmphh.. *doa*

i wanna be on my own..i hate listening to people arguing..i wanna do whatever i want to do..listen to anything i want to..eat whatever i want to..laugh whenever i feel its right..cry anytime i want..and yell to anyone i want..can i do all these?

no i can't.

L.O.V.E

Who should you give your love to?

Your respect and your honour to?

Who should you pay good mind to - after Allah,

And Rasullullah?

Comes your Mother,

Who next? Your Mother

Who next? Your Mother

And then your Father

Cause who used to hold you

And clean you and clothe you?

Who used to feed you

And always be with you?

When you were sick,

stay up all night,

Holding you tight?

That’s right no other, your Mother

Who should you take good care of,

Giving all your love?

Who should you think the most of - after Allah

And Rasullullah?

Comes your Mother,

Who next? Your Mother

Who next? Your Mother

And then your Father

Cause who used to hear you

Before you could talk?

Who used to hold you

Before you could walk?

And when you fell,

who’d pick you up?

Clean your cut?

No one but,

your Mother, your Mother

Who should you stay right close to?

Listen most to?

Never say no to – after Allah

And Rasullullah?

Comes your Mother,

Who next? Your Mother

Who next? Your Mother

And then your Father

Cause who used to hug you

And buy you new clothes?

Comb your hair and blow your nose?

And when you cried who wiped your tears?

Knows your fears?

Who really cares?

Your Mother

Say Alhamdulillah,

Thank you Allah

Thank You Allah for my Mother